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从以前跨年的时候激动到现在跨年的时候感慨,当然新年期许是必不可少的。凌晨了全是鞭炮声和烟花,记得高中的时候特别喜欢烟花,某人说要陪我看烟花,看到烟花就能想起我,好奇怪这个承诺突然就出现在脑海里。大学的时候特别喜欢坐等看跨年演唱会,守在电脑前,就算网速卡的要死也要翻来覆去的重新打开网页继续看,跟着哼着歌,非要看完数到零点才安心。在格市的时候每个跨年都在火车上,匆匆忙忙赶火车,带着激动的心回家,跨年不那么重要了,回家最让人开心了。去年的跨年,一个人在拉萨。2000年的跨年也印象深刻,看六点多的大风车,鞠萍姐姐说:小朋友们,到千禧年啦,那时候还不知道千禧年是什么意思,陌生的一个词儿,但是记得尤其清楚。(突然弟媳喊我:姐姐,快来看南山那边的烟花,激动的一溜烟跑出去了,原来还是会波澜起伏的,只是平静了太久,忘了也会有涟漪的吧)如今都已经2020了。

翻过去的篇章很是精彩。从踏上格市的土地就想着终有一天要离开,2019年我做到了。那里有我来来回回走过的路,也有流下的泪,熟悉了又陌生的人,牵挂着的人,让我成长了的事,陌生又熟悉的环境,那里就像鸟笼一样,虽然给了我足够的粮食和水,却禁锢了我的自由,曾经的我陷入那里仅仅为了解决温饱,曾经的我安逸于那里不求上进,曾经的我眼界太小认为那里挺好,曾经的我因为无力改变现状而泪流满面,其实冲破束缚只需要一瞬间的一股力量给了我一种勇气,从此想要自由,从此想为自己而活。关于那里的点点滴滴的记忆都在。命中注定要去那里渡劫。郑重地说一句:再见!

2019年我遇到了两位终身难忘的老师,王老师和黄老师。听王老师说他的故事,每天在微信朋友圈看到他的工作安排,满满当当的每天,今天居然看到他如此高强度的工作要到年前一天,他给我的启示就是人的潜力可以是很大的,大到你想象不到,只要你够努力,这个社会是公平的,时间也是公平的,你付出了多少就会得到多少,不要假装很努力,只感动到自己。人可以有无限的精力去做自己喜欢的事儿,有很多的时间可以投入到喜欢的事业中。我们看到的成功背后是付出了很多的努力的。黄老师让我知道了虽然已经是六十多岁退休了的老同志,但依然可以活出精彩的自己,在这个社会上依然可以发光发热给别人温暖和光亮。生命是伟大的,人民网上那里感动我们的人物证实了,张富清的事迹,消防员救灾的事迹,以及身边环卫工人的辛苦,都在告诉我们这个社会中总有些在替我们负重前行,给我们美好的环境,给我们安全的保障,感谢!

似昔人非昔人也。前两天在火车上看林清玄的散文,貌似每次火车上都会看一遍,因为散文较短文字优美内容细腻,能带我进入作者的世界,让我了解我不知道的事,感受我感受过却未曾表达的出来的感情,酷爱坐车时阅读欣赏。这次印象最深的一句就是:我似昔人非昔人也。也可以用这句话总结我的2019吧。

最近:重温了一遍 请回答1988;开启了《朱元璋传》

未来可期,2020年,我准备好迎接每一天了。

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