从以前跨年的时候激动到现在跨年的时候感慨，当然新年期许是必不可少的。凌晨了全是鞭炮声和烟花，记得高中的时候特别喜欢烟花，某人说要陪我看烟花，看到烟花就能想起我，好奇怪这个承诺突然就出现在脑海里。大学的时候特别喜欢坐等看跨年演唱会，守在电脑前，就算网速卡的要死也要翻来覆去的重新打开网页继续看，跟着哼着歌，非要看完数到零点才安心。在格市的时候每个跨年都在火车上，匆匆忙忙赶火车，带着激动的心回家，跨年不那么重要了，回家最让人开心了。去年的跨年，一个人在拉萨。2000年的跨年也印象深刻，看六点多的大风车，鞠萍姐姐说：小朋友们，到千禧年啦，那时候还不知道千禧年是什么意思，陌生的一个词儿，但是记得尤其清楚。（突然弟媳喊我：姐姐，快来看南山那边的烟花，激动的一溜烟跑出去了，原来还是会波澜起伏的，只是平静了太久，忘了也会有涟漪的吧）如今都已经2020了。
翻过去的篇章很是精彩。从踏上格市的土地就想着终有一天要离开，2019年我做到了。那里有我来来回回走过的路，也有流下的泪，熟悉了又陌生的人，牵挂着的人，让我成长了的事，陌生又熟悉的环境，那里就像鸟笼一样，虽然给了我足够的粮食和水，却禁锢了我的自由，曾经的我陷入那里仅仅为了解决温饱，曾经的我安逸于那里不求上进，曾经的我眼界太小认为那里挺好，曾经的我因为无力改变现状而泪流满面，其实冲破束缚只需要一瞬间的一股力量给了我一种勇气，从此想要自由，从此想为自己而活。关于那里的点点滴滴的记忆都在。命中注定要去那里渡劫。郑重地说一句：再见！
2019年我遇到了两位终身难忘的老师，王老师和黄老师。听王老师说他的故事，每天在微信朋友圈看到他的工作安排，满满当当的每天，今天居然看到他如此高强度的工作要到年前一天，他给我的启示就是人的潜力可以是很大的，大到你想象不到，只要你够努力，这个社会是公平的，时间也是公平的，你付出了多少就会得到多少，不要假装很努力，只感动到自己。人可以有无限的精力去做自己喜欢的事儿，有很多的时间可以投入到喜欢的事业中。我们看到的成功背后是付出了很多的努力的。黄老师让我知道了虽然已经是六十多岁退休了的老同志，但依然可以活出精彩的自己，在这个社会上依然可以发光发热给别人温暖和光亮。生命是伟大的，人民网上那里感动我们的人物证实了，张富清的事迹，消防员救灾的事迹，以及身边环卫工人的辛苦，都在告诉我们这个社会中总有些在替我们负重前行，给我们美好的环境，给我们安全的保障，感谢！
似昔人非昔人也。前两天在火车上看林清玄的散文，貌似每次火车上都会看一遍，因为散文较短文字优美内容细腻，能带我进入作者的世界，让我了解我不知道的事，感受我感受过却未曾表达的出来的感情，酷爱坐车时阅读欣赏。这次印象最深的一句就是：我似昔人非昔人也。也可以用这句话总结我的2019吧。
最近：重温了一遍 请回答1988；开启了《朱元璋传》
未来可期，2020年，我准备好迎接每一天了。
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